Named He Tong
0907 Is His Special Day
Ex Maha Bodhist
Graduated Class Of 6Care.. Class Of 2006!
Ex Ping Yian
Graduated Class Of 512.. Class of 2011!
Studying In Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma In Chemical Engineering
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Codename_HT/Th-Extraordinary-Nobody
Wuhan-ian of 2008 batch. (16th may)
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Monday, January 19, 2009,8:46 PM
Another Day Of Life..
My negative side of mine is growing.
I found out that my mindset is weak. I found that i sometimes really take insults and bad remarks about myself very seriously and the worst part is that i really go think all the negative stuffs about whats gonna happen to me and my future. But i can take insults la, but just that, i will think all the negative stuffs. I do not know why im doing this or maybe this is a habit? Who knows? Maybe is because that when someone insult me, i may think that my friends does'nt want to be friend with me anymore. Thats what im thinking. Oh never mind about that.
Another thing is that i like to think more negative stuffs to positive stuffs. I think that i cant remember any positive stuffs that i had. i think that im a useless person because i can't do simple things right and a useless friend that give my helping hand to them. Maybe zhao xun was right, i don't really treasure the things/help that my friends give me. I as well take a knife, stab it into my heart and die slowly and painfully. So that for those people who cursing me to die will be happy and no one do not need to give me anything already. (Oh my.. There's goes the negative side of mine.)
I also think that i do not know how to love a person. I do not why, maybe is my fate i guess? I also wonder why im born into this world. Maybe i should call somebody to counsell me. Oh and who cares about my life and death? As well i die now. Insult me if you want. I don't give a damn already. I don't think my life is worthwhile living, i just do not know why. Oh damn it, i don't care already. Btw, i don't emo. I just typing my thoughts out. All i can say that im a very complicated person. I just hope that the positive side of mine is still there. If not, you really will see a completely different kind of person already.
Random Quotes: For many, negative thinking is a habit, which over time, becomes an addiction.. A lot of people suffer from this disease because negative thinking is addictive to each of the Big Three -- the mind, the body, and the emotions. If one doesn't get you, the others are waiting in the wings.
