Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. I don't know what's going on with me. I felt different, so depressed and negative. Those people that tried 'changing' me took almost 2 hours.. 2 freaking hours in the msn talking and explaining. But is it worth it for a person like me? Or are they just wasting their time. I do not know. No one knows..

Like i say it before, shed some tears and treat it nothing has happen but now, it's different. I still feel different though. Perhaps the goody old HT is dead.. He will never be the same again. The boy that tried to help the girl solve the problem and now is vice versa, the girl is trying to help the boy to solve his problem. She tried her best and yeah, she managed to talk sense into that boy. She call her friends to help too. 2 of them, with her is 3. So the 3 of them keep talking to the boy but the boy almost wanted to give up everything in his life. But still, he tried to resisted.

The reasons that he wanna give up all he had is because that he's too tired. Too tired to carry on with his life. He planned his own sucide before but never execute cause you know why? There's somebody inside his mind calling him not to do that. That special person.. But until now, he's still dunno who the person was. Perhaps it's a good thing, his guardian angel. All i can say that he changed, changed.. Will never be the same again..

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