I guessed that many people are contradictors.. They prevent people from doing this/that to them and yet, they do that particular event to others, how ironic is that? ._. Grow up, kids. We're living in such a materialistic and cruel society, we will never know what life has in store for us. You try to do that in your working lives then, i can guarantee you that your working lives will be as hard as hell.

On the other hands, teenagers is the most fragile stage in lives, compared to baby, toddler, children, adult and eldery. We're prone to alot of things, one false move and we'll be bringing our false.selves to adulthood, to our working lives. Yes, at this stage our hormones are surging through our bodies, making us able to feel affection for the opposite sex. Sometimes, we just can't control who we will be falling for. For some, they end up in a relationship. That's fine but still, as a teenager, studies is a piority! :O

Yes, some will say in their relationship, they're able to cope well with studies and stuff. Well, you have 4 things to juggle; Studies, your partner, your family and your friends. But life ain't fair, you're only allow to juggle 3 things, what will your 3 things be? If i was in relationship, i will also choose to unjuggle my friends. But what happens if your partner choose to leave you, you will lose another item which is your studies, as you can't concentrate, still feeling heartbroken over that incident and many more, this will affect your grades. No wonder our parents and teachers told us that never to get involved in BGR. It will kill us! & a quote from my friend; "Secondary school love don't last." (Do not take it to heart, i'm just blogging of what i feel only. No offence to anyone.) It is no one responsibility to love you not even your girlfriend/boyfriend! BUT it is your responsibility to love yourself!

You may think i'm an easy going person, but you guys will never know how much i go through, 5 years of humuliation in primary school. Somehow i am able to make it out alive, i do not know how but i just did. Secondary 1, i changed; changed for the better. Weakest subject shoot to A1. I got stunned when i saw that A1. From there, i continue to work even harder till now, my weakest subject; maths and science are now my strongest subject. It is amazing with sheer hardwork and determination can turn things around. Despite now you see me with my classmates.. But i only appreciated it a few not everyone. For some of them, i'm just someone they need something from. There's nothing i can do about it. This is life, shit happens. I just have to move on. I bet there's many out there who feels the same way as me & never play with life, life will always win you.

Character; For instance, the qualities most of us value above all others are HONESTY, COURAGE, PERSISTENCE, GENEROSITY and HUMULITY. Take a look at this list and you'll find something interesting. You aren't BORN with these things. You DEVELOP them. Anyone can find them. If you really want, you can have them! If you want self-respect, and repsect from others, you don't have to be a genius or a super-model. You simply work at developing your own honesty, determination, generosity, humulity and courage. It is called 'character'.

How you feel about you is in your hands. For me, i already feel contented of what i have.

N levels mtl; 8 more days. God bless, gonna study SS later. :/

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